Mistral 08/05/26(Fri)21:11:23 No.0000015 del

♡tio plato♡

hi ! i haven’t been doing too well with school work... i keep playing trails and not studying enough lolol ; o ; kms... playing is just too addicting.

i love tio so much ♡‿ look at her, she is the cutest ! i wrote about why i love her so much here on my gamelog lol...

tio going on a few SSS missions and getting a few treats...

tbh i'm going outside a lot recently. ／w＼ but soon going back home from my ldr bf... so hiki days will return.

more tio items i got recently. i enjoy collecting from doujin items of her. i have more in the mail from the same artist as the bookmarks. :3c

♡‿ lets love tio ! ♡‿

Mistral 08/05/26(Fri)20:49:40 No.0000014 del

new items.... happy.

hello ! i've been addicted to buying second-hand goods from japan recently.. i have so many new cute items. :3c and more coming ! lol

this daki by miyasu risa is so pretty ! she is one of my favorite artists.. i adore how she draws patche so I'm glad I found this pillow case of her. maybe i will upload a full photo later, but it is nsfw. i used one of my plushies i already owned to censor. speaking of ! (* ^ ω ^) i bought a second plushie from this plush maker because i really loved my first one. the retro handmade look is so cute.. ♡

i also finally found these muv-luv charms ! so happy to own. they r a bit uncommon, had to search for a while. all of my new things fill me with so much joy and comfort... thank you for reading ! ♡

Mistral 11/04/26(Sat)12:41:12 No.0000013 del

paris trip 2026.

hi ! (´△｀) its been a while since i posted here. haven’t been feeling motivated and a bit busy. spent the previous week with my partner in paris and it was fun ..! but tiring ; w ; i’m not good with crowds...and being outside lol i’m sensitive to sensory .. get so drained - w - honestly first day was too much for me and i was feeling dizzy and holding back panic attack (／. _.＼) and the rest of days was overwhelming still. i've always been an indoors person, but feels worse recently. i get overstimulated by everything and can't go places alone.. agroaphobia... i also hurt my leg because not used to walking so much. i’m quite frail. enough being gloomy tho ! :3 it was fun trip still, a nice experience ! ! just not used to normie life. gunna stay inside for at least 1 week to heal lololol

we went to a few parks. these are some of my favorite pictures. so pretty. you can find more photos in my photo diary later btw ! don’t want to spam here. :_3 tbh didn’t realize til the end of the trip that zooming out helps take away the blur lol

we ate lots of good food ! we had a big variety of things. i have a sweet tooth so i got sweets often. _(´ω`_ )_ one of the cafes we went to had cats to pet.

went to a few museums including the louvre. it was nice. but way too crowded (｡>ㅿ<｡) its embarrassing taking fumo/oshikatsu pictures in public.. i got stared at lmao. whatever.

bought lots of things during the trip, this is a portion of what i got. i got some pokemon figures too not shown. this was my first time going to an angelic pretty store irl, or any jfashion shop really. it was nice. ^-^

anyways, i’m so dead (　；∀；) need to heal in my bedroom, back to being neet. had a proxy package come, will post abt it later when i feel less depressed and lazy. - w - back to playing trails because i've been obsessed recently. bye ..!

Mistral 09/03/26(Mon)23:14:18 No.0000012 del

another day..ヽ(^。^)ノ

another day spent with my partner. we ate at a resturant and did some shopping.

saw cute plushies at the arcade.(＞_＜) although these machines are a scam.. so my bf bought ordered me this plushie online instead ! happy, i've been wanting a hanyo usagi plush for a while..

ordered some psp limited editions for trails today too. (* ^ ω ^) lately i've been interested in buying box physicals.. some others I got recently is rance 03 and eien no aselia ! i'd like to get muv-luv soon.. and more rance. - w - not only do i have lots of games ordered, but new tech too. i got a thinkpad x60 laptop with win xp to play some older vns and 2hu on it. i also got a cybershot dsc-t30 because i wanted a nicer camera to take photos with.

03/03/26(Tue)20:03:47 No.0000011 del

movie date.(＞＜)

went to see uma movie with my partner today. i'm not too into the game, but my best girl is cafe. was a very fun day with my bf. (*n_n*) these are just random pictures i took in the theater lol.

bunny crackers. - w -

28/02/26(Sat)21:45:33 No.0000010 del

patchy shrine and bunny plush.

hi everyone（´∀｀）
recently i've obtained more items of patchouli. so happy to have. ^^ the taller figure was a gift from my partner and many of the other items were ordered from japanese marketplaces. i absolutely adore the little handmade plushie. lots of oshikatsu with it at french bakeries.(＞＜)

my bf also gifted me a bunny plushie recently because he wanted to get one like michiru shirozaki's plushie. :3 i love it very much and take it everywhere./.ヽ also always sits in my lap as i play games.

michiru is comforting to me because i find her relatable and she helps me in a way.. she made me feel more comfortable bringing a plushie with me when i go to my surgeries and feel okay being seen as a bit childish with my mannerisms. she is also often seen at the hospital in the game.. always dealing with physical and mental health.

in a month, i'll be flying to france with my bf. france is his home and i'll be meeting his mom. we will also spend a week in paris. i never traveled outside usa before.. im so excited to make more special memories with him.（´∀｀）

10/02/26(Tue)18:07:09 No.0000009 del

what makes a game a masterpiece.

i’m a type of person who takes foreverrrr to beat a game. even if i enjoy a game greatly, its hard to stick to one thing until i beat it. usually i might get a little bored and want to start another game. not that the game is bad, its just how i am. although there is times where i get engrossed in a media and do not ever get that bored feeling. theres only a handful of games that did that to me (excluding short ones), which were nier automata, xenoblade 1+2, xenosaga 2+3, lunacid, heavensward, and muv-luv i feel like personally, if a game managed to do that to me, it defines a masterpiece. these games are special to me for that reason. they felt like a whole other life to me, immersing me in their world and not wanting to leave. ofc theres games i think are masterpieces that didn’t do that, but they are just special in other ways.

i've been reading muv-luv alternative recently, and one of the characters died in a very tragic sudden way. it tbh made me feel so much pain, i cried like she was a real person, and closed the game. i feel like the reason why it upset me so much is because of how immersed i am in the game. i've been playing non-stop these past 3 weeks.. so it hurt me seeing this happen.

Mistral 08/02/26(Sun)20:57:45 No.0000008 del

new kasumi yashiro 1/8 figure + life lately

hi has been a little bit since i posted here( ;´ω`;) lately i've been playing muv-luv. it became a hyperfixation and have been spending most of my time playing. i beat the first game in a little over a week which is quite fast for me. i'm usually a bit slow finishing games.... now playing the sequal, alternative.

i fell in love with the character kasumi(＞＜).. see myself as her. her bunny motifs are adorable and i find it relatable how quiet she is. /.ヽ i don't speak as much irl because of my speech disorder, only full sentences with people i feel comfortable with. even then, i can be very quiet. she is the same and doesn't speak much. she is so comforting for this reason. i also relate to her her odd behavior, lack of strength, low self-esteem, fear of opening up to people, and how she doesn't have much experiences outside... most of my life i had no friends and dealt with agoraphobia.

despite her soft personality, she can be possessive too. she enjoys waking up the protagonist every morning and gets mad at him when he wakes up by himself. when they eat meals together, she likes spoon feeding him. feels like me and my bf. - w -

i saw her figure from a usa seller for a good price so i gave in... (ノωヽ) such a cute figure, happy to have her by my side in physical form as i play through alternative. (n_n*)

i also ordered this vanilla H 1/8 figure recently tooヽ(　￣д￣)ノ no self control lol but i've been wanting her.

♡anyways, i love kasumi !♡

07/01/26(Wed)16:29:34 No.0000007 del

touhou and yume nikki desktop pets (￣ω￣)

found super cute desktop pets!☆ I wanted to download other 2hus too, but sadly it wasn't working for some reason...( ;´ω`;) hopefully works later. :_3 wanted satori, koishi, and remi. there is some higurashi desktop pets that I wanted to try later.. will post on my website if I do.

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mkyuu..


the yume nikki one is more modern and is very cool ! can add npcs and change effects. some effects like umbrella gives little screen effects. :3c

downloads pages: touhou - yume nikki

bye ( ´ ∀ `)ノ～ ♡

Mistral 02/01/26(Fri)01:35:25 No.0000006 del

♡happy new year♡ 2006 !! + room update

happy new year ! this year went by so fast..>-< I'm getting old. ε-(´・｀) thank you for everyone who checks out my website. means so much to me!! happy to have this little spot on the internet. this year was a really good year for me because I got to spend so much time with my ldr bf, living with him for 5 months.♡ we did so many fun things and made special memories i'll cherish forever. so happy to have him in my life.♡♡ also played some good games this year as well like lunacid, heavensward, kara no shoujo, touhou, and rance.

a 2026 room update to start the year !!ヽ(*・ω・)ﾉ I recently added pink ruffles to my shelf and desk. I love it so much, my room is so cozy and pink now ! so me !! (n_n) it is patchy inspired.. hard to tell xD I also decided to change to the dual monitor set-up. :3 one day I'd like to replace it with a CRT tho..

new years eve morning, I went outside to pick some clovers. it was still raining a bit, but I think rainy walks are nice. these are some photos I took at the park. this past year I gained the hobby of collecting clovers and drying them out in books. clovers make me happy, I hope I can find a 4 leaf one to give my gloomy self good luck...(´__｀)



anywayyy.. these are my goals for 2026 ! ♪ thank you for reading ! ♡♡ー⊂(´｡>ω< ｡｀)⊃

• 1. take care of myself better. ♡
• 2. learn to speak basic French for my bf. ♡
• 3. learn to read basic Japanese to play untranslated games. ♡
• 4. cook more meals rather than instant food. ♡
• 5. start planting my own clovers and veggies. ♡
• 6. finish my surgeries. ♡